Lately I remembered what has been said by one of my sisters, that blog is not supposed to be considered as a place to tell people about yourself only. To be honest, that's one of many reasons why I became so lazy to post something here. I can't help to write about myself, though I know it's not suggested, so I stopped writing, for a while.
uMMm, ...
As what I've stated in the title, I'm 22 years old now. Recently, I tried to remember, rewind my memory and tried to flashback my life in the latest four or five years. The first time I knew Liqoat or Tarbiyah and the 'journey' that it takes me to until now.
I can't Imagine if I've chosen to not attend my first meeting with a sister who then has changed my life. If only I decided to refuse to accompany my friend to meet a sister (who then became my first MR/Religion advisor or whatever the term is). It was so simple that I didn't realize how that day has brought my life to this line, right to this point.
Remembering my friend (who has introduced me to that sister) has made such a 'terrible' mistake that it drove her to a situation where she can't keep to be in this line with me. Sometimes I think it's unfair, but backthen I know, no matter how long you've been involved in the world of tarbiyah, it won't guarantee that you'll be staying here longer that others. You have no options but to be chosen to stay or fail and leave the way..
well..well..
memory..memory...
it's a wonder that makes you laugh and cry in the same time..
in the 22nd years of my life, I have to make decisions. in every seconds we do. We just don't know which second will change our life..
p.s. perhaps some terms will only be understood by liqoers only
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